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True that.
But that's okay, with me at least.
So a few things:
Tonight I'm feeling a little down. Kind of lonely and sad. I'm not sure why, but it's totally lame.
J is sick. Someone from the daycare brought their kid in when they knew he was sick. Also, totally lame.
BUT he's been really healthy so far and we've been so lucky. He's super healthy and developing not just well, but very well. He's been walking since 9 months and is jabbering away these days. It's enough to make a mommy proud:
But enough about boring mommy things. I've also been thinking about myself. Remember that crazy bucket list I've talked about? Well, I've been focused on this whole running a half marathon thing... and I think I'm going to try to get my butt in gear! I'm almost to the end of J's first year, which means I'll be taking him of the bottle and I'll be able to quit pumping in my spare time! I'm so excited about this. While I think I made the best choice for both of us, it's been quite a time consuming thing! I'll be glad to store it all away and stick to cups! It kind of feels like I'll be getting part of my life back soon. And with that, I want to start doing something for myself. What better than exercise? And if I have a goal in mind, it should make it easier.
So, the goal is to get in good enough shape to run a half marathon! I'll start this 'training' in December. If I can run even a 5 or 10 k be the end of next year, I'll feel awesome about it! I think I'll start out by some simply light jogging (I'd prefer to start out with biking, but I don't have a bike - I know, sad times) and alternate with a little bit of weight training. That will help me get strong at the same time and break up the monotony of running all of the time. It would be a good change.
As for my short term get healthier goal, I need to ditch the addictive white powder in my life - SUGAR. I didn't used to be THIS addicted. (I think it happened when I was pregnant!). I haven't been gaining weight with my sugar intake this year because I've been nursing, but that's coming to an end so I need to get on the stick and get some control over this. I can't believe how much sugar I flipping eat these days.
I'm not sure what the best approach is for any of these goals, but right now I'm just glad to be making goals. The past year has been so crazy and wonderful, but in some ways I feel like I took a year off of being *me* - of taking care of myself. As J gains his independence, I need to take mine back too. He benefits from having a strong independent woman for a mother - one who sets good examples.
I'm feeling pretty good about this.
xx
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